Recently, I made an advice/help blog in order to help people deal with things that I myself, have experienced. I would really appreciate it if you could follow, link is below :’) and feel free to message me, I’m more than happy to help with anything :)
http://a-recoveryhelp-blog.tumblr.com/
I went from swallowing pills and ending up in hospital, not wanting to be alive, losing myself, feeling worthless, hating myself, acting like a selfish horrible and cold person, not having anyone, letting everyone down and failing college with my self esteem on the floor to picking myself back up, working harder than ever, surrounding myself with people who bring light into my life, succeeding in everything I do, being thankful to be alive, loving myself and becoming that confident, nice, happy person again. 6 months ago I was in the worst place of my life and now I’m in the best place of my life.
It does get better. Hold on.
Life is too short to be in shitty unhealthy controlling relationships that are filled with jealousy, paranoia, lies, trust issues and unhappiness.
Go find someone who treats you right, and makes you laugh so hard that your stomach hurts, and is your best friend and are like the sunshine. Someone who brings out the best in you. Someone who makes you a better person.
To date me, you don’t have to have the most expensive stuff or lavish me with gifts or have the biggest bank account.
All I need is someone who I can have a laugh with, be cute with, have fun with, someone who doesn’t talk to 6758 other girls and sticks by me
i fucking love “girly” stuff like hell fuckin yeah lavish me in cosmetics and nice-smelling bath products and pretty clothing and fancy jewellery
But I don’t regret it